Sunday, May 31, 2009

How to stop cravingsss !!!@&!

Lapar.. Lapar.. Lapar..

Cream Crackers & almonds mesti kena ada dalam bag.. sebab asyik asyik aku lapar... baru taip few pages, dah lapar semula.. well, to avoid dari makan benda-benda yang tah apa-apa kat cafe tu, aku sentiasa ada bekalan cream crackers & almonds.. sebab kalau aku belasah makan ikut rasa tekak je.. memang alamatnya, semua baju aku nanti dah tak boleh pakai.. lalu terpaksa pulak shopping kat "Ms Read" lepas nih.. Ishhk tak nak la sampai gitu.. lepas tuh nak turunkan semula is not easy.. But it is quite hard lah to stop cravingss.. ada je imagination pasal food datang menyinggah.. kejap terbayang nachos.. kejap terbayang fried mushrooms..
Tapi, im lucky coz aku senang nak tahan perut.. tapi bukan la sampai mudarat.. Dan lepas aku kumpul beberapa fakta dari bahan bahan bacaan, ada beberapa cara nak kawal lapar ;
1. Breakfast kena lah ambil makanan yang berkualiti, tinggi fiber, rendah kalori dan jangan skip breakfast!
2. Setiap kali lapar, dan kalau ambil snacks, pilih yang tinggi fiber, bukan junk food.. epal paling bagus.. Biskut pun ok.. Tapi aku mesti kunyah almonds setiap kali lapar.. nak tahu kenapa aku addicts to almond?? http://www.whfoods.com/genpage.php?tname=foodspice&dbid=20
3. Minum air suam setiap 30 minit hak hak hak... sure kenyang... kalau aku, makan tembikai banyak banyak...
4. Last but not least, Bayangkan apa rupa kita akan datang kalau makan ikut sedap tekak... takkan asyik nak cover perut dengan shawl atau jaket je kan?? kalau pi swimming, segan la pulak kan...??



Tu je lah buat masa nih.... Sayangi badan anda..! Look Great, Feel Great!

Monday, May 25, 2009

kesian

kesian.

dia mula memberontak bila tiada sebarang respons dan reaksi.
dia mula bertukar personaliti bila permintaan tiada dipeduli.
dia mula mengeluarkan bait-bait kata yang sakitkan hati bila smsnya tiada balasan .

kesian.

bila sms dibalas dengan perkataan keramat "what ever", dia mula panas.
bila sms dibalas dengan baris-baris kata sarkastik, dia makin ganas.
bila sms dibalas lagi dengan ayat "suka hati", dia makin menjadi jadi..

kesian betul... kesian sangat...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Weds.. Weds.. Weds..

Penyediaan mental dan fizikal sangat sangat diperlukan untuk buat keputusan.. Apatah lagi kalau satu-satu keputusan tu melibatkan masa depan, pengorbanan, keluarga, hati, perasaan, jiwa, emosi, fikiran, dan macam-macam lagi.. tu belum kira perubahan situasi dan suasana yang bakal ditempuh dan dilalui selepas bertukar status..
Tambah berat lagi, bila keputusan tu, melibatkan sesuatu yang sangat complicated! Bila dah melibatkan hati dan perasaan, dan ada pulak elemen lain yang menyukarkan diri untuk membuat keputusan..erm, itu laaa perkara yang paling susah nak di tempuh!!! Apa pun yang berlaku, semoga sahabat aku yang sorang ni, "Jonah" kekal berbahagia sampai laaaa mati je yang pisahkan dorang.. pengorbanan dan keputusan yang dia dah buat, memang sangat besar.. harap-harap, "Datuk A" menghargai dan sentiasa ingat pengorbanan yang dah dibuat oleh "Jonah" kawan ku ini... Menjadi No.1 pun bukan bererti bahagia selamanya... dan jadi yang ke-2 pun, tak semestinya berakhir dengan derita dan sengsara... Entah lahhhh, semua tu urusan Dia yang Esa.. Hidup mati, Jodoh Pertemuan, semua dah di tentukanNya..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life!!

If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life-Never make a pretty woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you-If you wanna be happy-for the rest of your life-Never make a pretty woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you-A pretty woman makes her husband look-small-And very often causes his downfall-As soon as he married her and then she-starts To do the things that will break his heart-But if you make an ugly woman your wife-A-you'll be happy for the rest of your life-An ugly woman cooks meals on time-And she'll always give you peace of mind-If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life Never make a pretty woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you-[Sax solo]-Don't let your friends say you have no taste-Go ahead and-marry anyway-Though her face is ugly, her eyes don't match-Take it from me, she's a better catch-If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life-Never make a pretty-woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you-

Say man! Hey baby! I saw your wife the other day! Yeah? Yeah, an' she's ug-leeee! Yeah, she's ugly, but she sure can cook, baby! Yeah, alright!

If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life-Never make a pretty woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you-If you wanna be happy-for the rest of your life-Never make a pretty woman your wife-So for my personal point of view-Get an ugly girl to marry you

Free Me!

Seriously! tak rasa apa sikit pun dah.. not even mad or sad or apa pun... i look at her.. straight into her eyes.. entah.. maybe i can now forgive & forget dah kot lah..

It's not her fault anyway.. It's just him.


By the way.. I think it's about time for me to move on. to forgive. to forget. to just think about what will happen to me next! I shouldn't avoid anyone, anymore..
I'm now free!!!!!!!!!!
100% free!!!!


Monday, May 18, 2009

Get me OUT from here!!!

Please dun talk about it!! cause i dun wanna listen!!
Please dun remind me of it!! cause i dun wanna think about it!!
Please dun ask me why it happen!! cause i won't answer!!
Please dun talk and remind and ask me about it anymore!!!!
Cause it S.U.C.Ksssssssssssssssssssssssssss big time!!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

rest.. take a nap!

rest..
zzzzzzzz for 7 or 8 hours..!!
lepaking.. somwhere.. eat.. eat.. eat.... and then zzzzzzzzzzzz again...
Let's!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

what ever!

Give me a hint, Just one little clue.. yucks!!! To let me know why I have a crush on you.. ewwww!! Don't make me feel silly Or worse, even shy.. what ever..!!! And I'll listen to what you have to say.. mmm will see...!! If you just tell me why, Is it the way you listen, and talk to me, Or the look on your face when I do something silly? .. i dun know..!!! Is it the cute habits you have unlike no one else? ye ke?? That make me wish I could have you all to myself? hahahaha what ever!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Dedicated to my "cat"..

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me... but i love u!!
Maybe I was asking you to understand.. but i do understand...
Because for so long..
I’ve been hurt..
And for so long
You’ve ignored it.. because u just a cat!!
Maybe it’s bad timing
Maybe I don’t care
I’ve been here all along just waiting
Waiting for you to notice
Waiting for you to care.. and it's impossible!!
Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too,
and you haven’t..
Maybe you never will (cause u cannot talk...)
Maybe you’re too afraid to (cause im a human and ur a cat)
But it hurts the same
And in the end
I’m on the one that’s left broken
And when I lay down to sleep
I’m the one crying
So screw the bad timing
I’ve loved you then
like I love you now
like I probably always will..


** dedicated to my cat.. And remember.. When the morning sun comes, you’ll know I didn’t run. Cuz when the rain came, it never changed. Through the laughter and the tears, the pain and my fears, I’ll stay. I’ll wait right here... .. I will wait for you.. and feed you and bla bla bla

Thursday, May 7, 2009

bila terlalu banyak berfikir...

bila terlalu banyak berfikir, maka aku terfikir untuk berhijrah..
Mungkin aku perlu berhijrah? Berhijrah dari segi bidang kerja, tempat kerja, hijrah rasa, hijrah jiwa, hijrah perasaan, hijrah pandangan, pendengaran.. hijrah segala-galanya.

Ini bermakna, bila berhijrah, semua yang sekarang perlu aku tinggalkan.. dan takkan aku toleh toleh kebelakang lagi....

Tapi tak apa.. biar aku tunggu lagi..

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Mmmm decision.. decision..

The thing is.. I wanna cut my hair short but.... mmmm still "sayang" but... mmm Susah nyer nak wat decision.. last last aku pi salon, tetap hanya trimmed manja gitu.. & relaxing je.. tapi last 2 months.. berjaya jugak buang sejengkal huhuhu...... fuhhhh macam nak potong jari..!

Tengok Pics yang on the left ni, mm i like it.. but it's too short lah.. But, the one on the right ni is a bout my length skarang laa..



















Mmm yang ni pun beshh gaks.. but i like the one wit side bangs!!!!

















mmmm... to be continue...